Welcome 2009

I've been meaning to write a welcome 2009 blog since yesterday but im finally getting around to it. I dont think its fair heading into the new year without saying goodbye to 2008.. So many things have happened, ive met so many people, and definitly learned so many things. I guess i could start with my new years last year. I spent it with my boyfriend of 5 months, Jarrod Rivera. He spent night and we just hung out in my basement watching movies and cuddling. Couldnt tell you what the movies were but that night meant a lot. I got my first new years kiss and we fell asleep together and slept side by side the whole night. It was nice. Although things kind of went down hill after that. :/ Things got so confusing. Pretty much the good time and bad times didnt even out. We argued too much. We still loved eachother but we couldnt do it anymore. We still love eachother i believe. I dont have a problem admitting it, although he may. Anyways, we broke up. I went to Memorial High, and hated it. Dreaded every day. Played lacrosse on the jv team with the most obnoxious girls but ready for this year and varsity. Junior prom was a lot of fun. Jarrod was my date. Also went to the my semi, dateless, and ended up boyfriendless by the end of the night. What can i say, i like to dance. That didnt last long. Started 11th grade and the Senior High, i love it. I played field hockey and dominated. Athlete of the day, week, and season. Area high goals. Second to most assists. And made second team all conference. Than i started moving on and i fell in love again. Its an amazing feeling, it truly is. Dominick Santiago stole my heart. I'm finally happy again. I was truly depressed and very unhappy with my life. But i am definitly happy now. Dominick djs so i went with him and even though it was more for older people, we had an amazing time. We danced together and had some crazy times. haha. We went into the bathroom (that had a lock on the door) and what a rush. Than we had to .. "go out to get something from the truck" and that was an even bigger rush. Why not start off the new year with something you've never done before, right? :) But point is im happy now. I can't tell how excited i am for 2009. License, Spring Break in Daytona Beach, LOVE :D. Its all going to be so great.

Masturbation

Masturbation is an interesting thing to me. Im at my friend Danielles with my other friend chrissy and we decided to have a "dirty santa". We bought gifts that were..dirty..i guess you could say. I, the most expirienced of us all, recieved a few thongs, a dick-shaped lollipop, some fore-play toys (whip,feather,handcuffs,blindfold,etc.), and shower accessories. They got some..battery operated things to use for themselves. I decided to ask them to try it out and give me the inside scoop. Ive never used a vibrater or anything because i, always having a boyfriend, never really..needed to. So i gave them 10 minutes. Danielle had a g-spot tickler but she came out with only being in there for 5 min. wow. When i asked "how did it feel" she replied "AMAZING!" hahah Chrissy had a finger-fun vibrating thing. When i asked her the same thing she said "it wasnt intense enough, too small" (LMFAO) I think its so weird to see what feels good on some people but maybe not someone else. I think im afraid that i would be able to pleasure myself so good that guys just wouldnt be able to do it as good and its almost a let down. They dont know what feels good on us. The beginning of sexual relationships is tough with them trying to figure out what each girl likes and doesnt like. We're all different i guess.
I think i want a vibrater. hm.
Going to suck on my dick-shaped lollipop.

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